I used to have a one friend..

back then , I used to have a friend that really understand about me .
and I thought we can be together until the last semester of degree.
but ??

I was wrong ..

I will never have any one friend who can get close to me .


its kind of hurt , when about a year you and her become a roommates , housemates and classmates .

its kind of awkward now , when you guys were not doing assignment together like before .

all of the things that you and her used to do together .. now I have to accept that .


'Betul lah manusia kalau sekali je kita lakukan kesalahan , semua kebaikkan kita dia akan lupa'

she never gave me a chance to explain everything .

what she did is ? she throw me away after we get closed together .

then I realised , that I will never get attached to others anymore .

its hurt , memory

a place that we were used to go together .

all of that was my misery now .

she become happy without me ,

but I ?

from week 1 until week 7 I still cried over her .

I wonder why she never give me a chance , she treat me depend on her mood .

kalau tak memang Aku ni mcm benda la dia buat .

I was her partner for arabic ..

about 3 consecutive times..

and for this semester I screw out arabic simulation ..

I didn't know why ? I did a lot of practice but it turns that I forgot everything .

we can only plan better but Allah has a best plan for us.

the sad thing is next week is my birthday ..

I knew that I will never get any wish from her .

she was a good friends , maybe I'm the one who make she feel like a waste spending her time with me .

maybe I'm the one who can't help her to achieve dean list .

I did my best be friends with her , help her . make her smile everyday .

I did my best already . maybe its the time I should let her go .

yea..

"I should , she will never get closed to me dah "

ape pun yang Aku buat sekarang ni salah dekat mata dia.

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